When the children grew up

When they were little, life seemed easy and fun. I remember playing together in the park, riding bikes, and cooking. Every moment with them was special, and I always tried to be close to them.
But time flies. They started to grow up, and I saw their dreams come true. One day they said they wanted to go to another city to study. It was a difficult decision for me, but I knew what they needed. I supported them even though my heart ached.
They are now adults, and I rarely see them. I miss the days when we were together. I often sit on a park bench, remembering their laughter and joy. I write them a message, but I don't always get a response.
I understand that seeing children grow up and move on is part of life. But the sadness of the past remains. I hope they come back to me to remember those happy times together. I am now lonely and I came to this site for help. I need a woman to be there for me. I need a woman who will support me I need a special woman!